Agar Damai Di Hati

25 September 2017 (Isnin) 4.53 petang

Cahaya petang memasuki ruang kamar bilik ku. Serakan cahaya bila cerminan hati ini tertapis atas segala panas petang yang masih bersinar memancar di hati ini. Aku tahu, segalanya masih belum berakhir. Aku bertekad untuk bergerak keluar dari kedukaan di hati.

Memang aku akui, masa semakin pantas berlalu. Aku pasti inilah tanda badai itu akan berlalu pergi. Semoga segalanya akan kembali semula kepada diri ini. Aku juga yakin, Aku akan mampu tersenyum dan tawa di sekeliling ku. Aku yakin bahawa Tuhan Yang Maha Esa akan memberikan diri ini peluang kedua untuk terus hidup. Aku yakin esok akan memberikan Aku lebih akan kepercayaan buat diri ku ini untuk terus berubah.

Aku juga yakin Tuhan Yang Maha Esa akan menganugerah kekuatan untuk keteguhan Cinta di hati ini. Aku yakin Cinta Abadi ku akan hadir....

I Knew I Loved You

23 September 2017

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see
The missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

Mencari Erti Cinta Mu

23 September (Sabtu) 9.49 pagi

Cahaya pagi masih redup. Nyatanya udara nyaman di luar kediaman ku. Aku tahu yang akan perlu keluar dari kepompong kedukaan di hati ini. Aku masih lagi belum sembuh atas segala luka yang kau guriskan. Harapan ku agar segala yang berlaku dapat ku uraikan punca segala kelukaan. Di sini Aku berazam untuk cepat sembuh dan kembali kepada diriku yang sebenarnya.

Doaku kepada Yang Maha Esa agar sembuhkanlah segala kelukaan di hati ini dengan segera. Semoga parut yang terbentuk dapat menzahirkan bahagia. Semoga dikembalikan semula segala rasa cinta itu. Dan akhirnya untuk cinta Mu.

If You're Not For Me

16 September 2017

Daniel Bedingfield

If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Ke Manakah Arah Haluan Hati Ini

7 September 2017 (Khamis) 10.21 malam

Aku masih berdiri di laluan harapan kasih ku ini. Masih tiada balasan cinta yang kau pinta dari ku. Ternyata syarat cinta mu untuk ku hanyalah suatu kedustaan yang jelas cuba menghancurkan hati ini. Jelas di hati mu kau hanya permainkan hati ku ini.